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Monday, June 1, 2009


A STORY TO TELL




Tengku Aishah Putri Tengku Wizalkurnain and me.......one fine evening in Pantai Irama, Bachok....Anak buah kedua aku...lahir pada 08.08.08......pandai plak mak dia pilih tarikh nak deliver baby....gebu siodddd.....tembam tapi susah betul nak senyum.....Tunggu besar skit tengok camner...ni kecik lagi....tak faham pun org buat aper kat dia...hehehehe


Ini Tengku Irshad Ahmad Tengku Wizalkurnain.......Yang ni siapla kalo dok ngan dia...mulut becok tak berhenti...macam2 soklan dia tanye....bagi jerk PSP....memang kalah kiter....hantu game...tak boleh ingat camner mak dia citer....ichat dapat kosng lagi la spelling....hehe...biler tanyer dia jawab "Ichat dah jawabbbb....dahtu salah...nak buat cam mana....."amboiiii....senang jawapan dia...wakakakaka.....lagi satu masa dia tolong aku cuci keta....lantai licin...abah pasang granit kat tempat parking keta....dia jatuh...pastu dia bleh pegi bagitau mak aku..."nek..nanti kalau nek nak pindah, jangan bwak lantai ni tau...licin"...sengal tahap gaban budak ni....adoiiii....kadang2 kena tipu dengan dia main2 jerk....yang aku paling suka kalau bawa dia shopping....cara dia nak dapatkan satu2 benda.....dia tak mintakkite belikan...tp dia akan pegi kat tempat tuh n tenung lama...tengokkkkk jerk....bile kiter pegi kat dia....dia cakaplah...cantik kan...ichat takder lagi benda ni....macam2 lagi....last2 kita jugak yang pokai...tapi dia menjadi kesayangan sume kerana dia cucu sulung keluarga aku...n cicit pertama moyang dia belah mak aku.


Ni lah budaknya...tengok tuh...pantang tengok kamera dia memang suker.....macam2 gaya...betul lah budak tengah membesar macam2 ragam....ini baru 5 tahun....eh lupa...yang ni lahir 14 feb 2004...memang la mak bapak dia senang nak ingat tarikh lahir anak2....yang ni hari valentine plak....





Time penat tunggu si ichat habis teroka tempat ni.....huhuhuhu.....yang penting aku pun sempat posing...hehe:)











Saat kau tercipta untukku



saat kau kata kau cinta


saat kau ucap sayang padaku


saat kau nyatakan teguh kasihmu walau apa yang berlaku


hanya senyum yang terlukis di bibirku


aku kelu...kerana banyaknya dugaan dan halangan


kau tetap dengan katamu...


yakin takdir kita kan bersatu.....


rindu di saat ini....


mencari waktu untuk ketemu


hari-hari yang berlalu...


kunantikan saat dibelai kasihmu


kembara mencari cinta yang dulunya luka


kini bagai mimpi menjelma....


Suci kasihmu menepis segala lara...


beraraklah mendung kelabu...


jauhilah diriku...


Kan kusemai benih bahagia


agar terus mekar di taman hati


mewarnai hidup yang akan terus aku lalui.



wajie; 2 jun 2009


Terima kasih cinta

Dalam sedar aku kehilangan
Menjadi pengemis cinta yang kecewa
Hati yang telah kupersembahkan
Atas nama cinta
Kupeluk kejujuranku
Ku genggam erat kesetiaan
Di dalam sepiku
Kau makin jauh menurut jejakmu
Aku kau tinggalkan
Tanpa erti sehingga ku tak mampu berdiri
Lemas dalam cahaya kasihmu..
Terima kasih cinta
Biarku pendam segala rasa.


Wajie 14/12/2008

Wanita dan luahannya



Wanita dan dunianya..


Aneh dan berbeza,


Kehidupannya, perasaannya,


Sukar dibaca,


Hatinya….penuh dengan rasa sayang,


Ibarat buih-buih di lautan…


Dibelah bahtera, dilambung gelora,


Mutiaranya pasti ada…


Wanita dan dunianya,


Harus disanjung dan dipuja seadilnya mereka,


Kerana mereka teguhnya teruna,


Kerana mereka penyejuk hati yang membara,


Tutur dan lenggoknya pendamai jiwa,


Penyuluh di kala senja


Harus dijaga kerana mereka layak dicinta.






Wajie 11/11/2008








Wanita…..


Punya hati yang tulus


Punya rasa yang suci


Punya cinta yang abadi


Wanita…….


Tebar segala rasa pada cinta yang lahir di sudut hati


Layangkan sepenuh jiwa supaya dimengerti


Ulit harimu dengan sayang yang tak pernah mati


Kerana wanita sangat menyayangi


Biar diri dibuai tak henti


Kasih terus bercambah ke langit tinggi


Biar dicampak menyembah bumi


Hati wanita teguh mencintai


Kerana wanita hanyut dalam sepi.






Wajie 01/12/2008








Indah pada zahirnya


tulus dalam hatinya


manis senyum dibibirnya


elok tutur katanyahalus budi bahasanya


tapi mampu menggoncang dunia


diam dirinya tak bermakna lemah


sayu matanya bukan menyerah


butir bicara jangan disanggah


kerana wanita tak mudah mengalah






wajie; Oktober 2008

syurga atau neraka


Hatiku masih mengintai dalam sinar cahaya terpencil,

Mencari-cari ruang untuk terus bernafas,

Meredah umbang ambing lautan kehidupan,

Mampukah aku ke tepian,

Atau karam tanpa nisan,

Zarah-zarah kecil memenuhi luas dunia,

Ragam berjuta lebihnya alpa,

Mana hati yang kekal utuh mengintai yang Esa…

Anak muda leka dalam tawa,

Lupa ada janji yang pelu dikota,

Ada arah perlu diterpa,

Yang ada hanya suka,

Nikmati hidup yang sementara,

Kita menuju ke alam nyata,

Yang kekal selamanya,

Di sana amalan kita dikira,

Dosa kita dibalas tuba,

Semua kerana kita,

Pilihan kita…untuk syurga atau neraka.




Wajie 11/11/2008
Sejenak aku terfikir
Sejuta tanya menusuk akalku
Alunan bait-bait indah
Gambaran puitis gelora yang melanda
Ada insan yang mengerti
Ada yang memandang sepi
Setiap kata ada makna tersembunyi
Hati yang memahami
Akan turut tertawa andai bicaranya suka
Akan pecah kolam-kolam derita andai turut merasai
Duka lara si pujangga
Indahnya rentak muzik kehidupan
Andai setiap yang ditinta
Halus menyentuh jiwa
01/12/2008
Kalimah indah menabir wadah,
Tenang jiwanya seiring langkah,
Pesona diri menangkap tancap,
Kelip beralun mendamai jiwa,
Tulus wajahmu pengubat duka,
Rintik riang menghiasi rasa,
Biar debar sesak di dada,
Hanya hati ini mengerti seadanya,
Ada rahsia yang tak pernah diduga.
Wajie 1 Dis 2008
Kuntuman harum mekar mewangi
Kujadikan kalungan hadiah buatmu
Walau tak mampu kugapai bintang di langit
Juga tak tersentuh olehku awan yang memutih
Namun kujemputmu dengan cinta
Kan kuhapus segala duka
Haruskah ku pergi mengejarmu
Larian waktu yang pantas
tak tergapai olehku
Namun aku pasti datang kepadamu
Temui janji sebelum nafas terhenti
Wajie 14 Dis 2008

Cinta Yang Ternoktah Sudah

Dalam keterpaksaan,
langkah ku alun,
kolam di pinggir hati,
terhakis parah dek hujan tak henti,
walau rintiknya halus,perlahan ku terhapus,
pejam mata ini,padamkan segala kenangan,
kerana luka yang mendatang
noktahkah cerita ini
kerana penghujungnya
kini terbentang.
wajie;5 feb 2009

Sunday, May 31, 2009

TRUE LOVE & LIFE


I just love to read this again n again n again….each time makes me realize that sometimes it’s ok to be cool n didn’t yearn something to much!!!!


My Husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearn for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage had disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision,that I want to divorce.

“Why?” he asked, shocked.

“I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me, “What can I do to change your mind?”

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered, “ Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind”.

“Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?”

He said, “ I will give you your answer tomorrow….”

I woke up the next morning to find him gone and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes…..

My dear, “ I would not pickup that flower for you, but..please allow me to explain the reasons further……

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house key behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your “good friends” approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs.

So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand..and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young faces.

My tears fell on the letter and blurred the ink of his handwriting…and as I continue on reading…”Now that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk…

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread…Now I am very sure that no one will love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone….

That’s LIFE and LOVE. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form…

Flowers, the romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true loves stands…AND THAT’S LIFE.

“There is some self-interest behind every friendship. There is no friendship without self-interest. This is a bitter truth.”

The happiest people in the worlds are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less then perfect.